Male Gaze

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lyrics

I see you looking at me
And I want you to leave
You tell me I’m pretty
And you want me to be for you
I’ll live I’ll die for you
I don’t want to be for you
For you

Is there any other way
Than to disassociate from the pain of others
To scream and grab at their limbs
To pause and feel for ours
To do something
Anything

Can you even see me
Do you even hear me
I must have left the gate open
The door unlocked
The curtains drawn back
The music playing just loud enough
So you can sneak in and convince me to trust you
To trust you

You told me that I’ll never forget
How you’d make me feel
I’ll never forget
But you want to run from the truth
Don’t you

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from apacalda, released October 14, 2022
Written by: Cassandra Angheluta, Samuel Woywitka, Mishka Stein
Performed by: APACALDA
Produced by: Cassandra Angheluta, Samuel Woywitka, Mishka Stein
Performance rights for guitar, synth: Cassandra Angheluta
Performance rights for guitar, bass, synth: Mishka Stein
Performance rights for drums, synth: Samuel Woywitka
Mixed by: Samuel Woywitka
Mastered by: Brock McFarlane

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APACALDA Montreal, Québec

Apacalda, meaning “warm water” in her mother tongue, Romanian, is a reflection of her means of movement through her art and life. She showcases a unique complexity between the realms of feeling and sound
Melancholic, dreamy, enigmatic and hauntingly beautiful, Apacalda is creating her own immersive world with a refreshed approach to indie, electronic POP meets dream / dark wave sounds. ... more

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